Saturday, December 17, 2022

Entry 3: About the future...



"Once I was free, but now I am trapped
Once I was trapped, but now I am free"

.✫*゚・゚。.★.*。・゚✫*/// Consumed - Control Denied


Hi there! 🐺

I've been thinking about various things lately...ヽ(ー_ー ).


I've been thinking about the future....

About who I am...

About what I'm looking for...

About the people around me...


There are certain things that I still don't understand, certain things that make me feel insecure about destiny; I really, really hope I'm going on the right path to reach my goals.


I feel, at times, that I would like to change my surroundings in some way, that things would not be so routine; not having to see the same places every day, as if it were a cycle. I think I would like to explore the world a little more, and at the same time, show myself to the world as I really am.


However, the world can be a scary place, and the people in it can be very hurtful....


This is a shame really, somehow, these constraints interfere with my "course of action", but I find myself on a quest to overcome these obstacles; I'm pretty sure I can find a way, but I need to analyze my strategies and find myself in tune with my emotions.


Lately, too, I have been thinking about the people around me; I feel that over time some images I had about people close to me have been reconfigured to the point of confusion. Over time, I have had to accept certain truths; the curtain has been lifted and I finally realize that not all people are what they appear to be....


I feel that, somehow, I find myself in a stage where my whole reality is in a whirlpool of ideas, where everything I had conceived as true is distorted; giving way to new realities and destroying the foundations where I had settled my thoughts. It is a somewhat turbulent experience, but interesting to live.


However, I am sure that I will find the way...




*。★゚*♪ヾ Listening to: Story to Tell - Death ☆*。★゚*♪ヾ




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